3/25/14

I really really really am starting to hate bees, New goal: Changed Roger FOREAL THIS TIME 2014.

Okay so I just got stung by a bee today again. I got stung before just a week ago on the arm. But today that scumbag bee had to sting me in the ear. This one hurt a lot more and my ear turned red and a little bit swollen. So here's how it happened. I was out on the tennis courts playing tennis with my friends, minding my own business then all of a sudden I hear the buzzing noise of a bee for like LITERALLY 2 SECONDS. I instinctively reacted and moved my head but that asshole bee took the initiative and stung me. Like WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS. LIKE I WAS JUST PLAYING TENNIS AND THAT BEE JUST SWOOPS IN AND STINGS MY EAR. IF THAT PAIN WAS ANYWHERE NEAR GETTING A PIERCING I AM NEVER EVER GETTING ONE EVER. NOR MY FUTURE MY CHILDREN.( jk i'll let my future children get them, im a be the assertive type of father.) LOL.
So now, every time I see a bee I will swat the crap out of it if it gets anywhere near me.

After the bee sting, I attended my last class and then went straight to work. Work was tiring as usual, especially today since lots of people kept coming in. It was a busy day, but I kinda liked it since time went by fast always having something to do. I was thinking about quitting this job and trying to find a new one. But I realized I'm a broke college kid and the job itself is easy and the boss man and boss lady are actually really nice to me. However, I just don't like some of the customers they get me irritated and make me want to quit. But I know, that they're good people it's just that I'm young and I can't seem to handle the stress the customers put on me. I'm a kind guy really but after working for so long at the same place, I sort of changed and get in a bad mood really easily at work. It's hard keeping a smile on my face to every single customer, because there are many things that lots of customers do that tick me off. Such as, talking to quietly as they order, changing their orders after they ordered food (ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY PAY WITH CREDIT/DEBIT) LIKE  I DON'T KNOW HOW TO USE THE DAMN CREDIT CARD THING I JUST KNOW THAT I SWIPE IT AND PUNCH IN THE AMOUNT. IDK HOW TO RETURN MONEY OR VOID. SO THIS ONE REALLY GETS ME STRESSED. Also, when customers are on the phone as they order, IT TAKES LITERALLY 20 SECONDS TO ORDER PLEASE PUT DOWN YOURE PHONE AND ORDER. AND WHEN PEOPLE DON'T SAY HI WHEN I SAY HI. LIKE HOW HARD IS IT TO SAY HI BACK. LIKE REALLY CMON NOW. Yea so basically, these are the top 3 things that get me irritated at work, otherwise I would actually be a nice cashier all the time.

Honestly tho, It's my fault in the end, because it is my duty as a cashier to be able to handle these situations as calmly as possible and to always smile and try to be happy. I also feel very bad at the end of the day, Every time, before closing I was always think to myself, like damn, I feel bad getting angry at this customer or that customer, I shouldn't have done this or that. And ALSO MY FRIENDS SHOWED ME THIS ONE GUYS REVIEW ON YELP AND HE TALKED SHIT ABOUT ME LIKE GAWD DAMN HOW RUDE but eh i'm over it cause i was really pissed especially that day and I think I know who that customer is. But after blowing off some steam from reading that bad review I started thinking that maybe I should start to change my attitude at work and try to go back to how I was when I first started working. By always being happy, showing a smile to every customer no matter how slow or irritating they can be. So starting now, i will always try to be the nicest worker to every customer OR ATTEMPT TO. HOPEFULLY I SUCCEED, TIME WILL TELL. YEA FOREAL THIS TIME CHANGED ROGER 2014 HERE WE GO LETS DO THIS.

3/16/14

WHY DOES MY SPRING BREAK HAVE TO BE AFTER MY FRIENDS :\. P.S. I miss my friends.

Ughh Sometimes I don't enjoy semester system because all of my friends are basically in quarter system or out of state. I don't get to spend as much time as I would like to with them since our breaks are at different times =\. It's really sad cause I only get to see them during winter and summer but that's not happening as much either. Since everyone is getting busy with internships, missions, or just staying out of state. Its getting harder and harder to spend time with my friends as we grow older and getting closer to graduation in college. But I will honestly try and make as much time as I possibly can to hang out with my lovely friends that I truly miss.  I really miss all of you guys. GOOD LUCK on finals Abraham ko, Josh suh, Angela Hsu, Tiffany Hung, and Elisa I will see you guys very soon! Lets hang lots and catch up!




 I truly miss my friends. It's been suppeeerrrrrr long since we all last hung out together in the same place. Hopefully, this summer or Next winter we can all be back in California and make memories together. Every break so far some of my friends have been missin in New york, or San diego. It's just not the same visiting them one at a time. Well most of these people will be back for spring break so i'm going to make sure we make some new memories even though I have school. But my school is semester system so I don't need to worry about finals for a while so time to party it up with these boobs. We got lots to do in such a short amount of time hopefully I get to do alot of fun activities with these crazy fools. If not then there's always summer.

Anyway lets make this spring break a blast and make many memories just like we always do. I'll be waiting for you guys <3!



3/7/14

Working is a pain in the butt. Changed Roger 2014 lets go!

Ugh work is so tiring while having to deal with school. But I'm a broke 20 year old so gotta do what I gotta do to earn some money. But seriously, retail sucks I literally am starting to judge people now just by looking at them at the cash register. I feel horrible everytime I do it but there are just too many customers in general that ruin my day. There are just so many type of people that annoy me. The people who are on their phone while making an order, people who talk very quietly making it hard for me to take their order, people who change their order the very last minute as the food is prepared, and people who leave trash on the floor without a care in the world. But not all customers are like this I know there are lots of great customers but I never notice it since I'm always in a bad mood by the time they come and I act like a douche. At the end of the end of the day i feel like crap for being such a bad cashier. So now after venting my frustrations at work. I'm going to try and change my attitude at work and try to be positive toward everything even if the customers do things that make me irritated. I wanna see how that goes and hopefully I can continue this and become a better worker.  Work is a pain in the butt but I gotta learn to deal with it and quit being a little girl about little things and do my job. It's not worth getting angry for something so little and ruining other peoples day so I am going to become a changed man,. Changed Roger 2014 lets do this.



3/4/14

Maybe I should've kept playing tennis during College instead of stopping.

Oh man I have been playing tennis recently this semester and boy do I suck. I wish that I kept playing durin my freshman year of college rather than dying of studying and partying wooooo yeaaa partyyyy. jk anyway I have met lots of new people this year as I joined the tennis club and man there's so many good players in school. I will make it my mission to get their numbers just incase I cannot join in the future. It feels great playing tennis again on my free time. Lets off some unwanted stress and a good way to exercise. Hopefully i keep playing tennis and get to become an insanely good player. Because one day I will definitely go on t.v. and play a match against my all time favorite Roger Federer at Wimbledon haha jk I wish. But yea thats all I got to say for today. Hopefully to all of you who read this have a wonderful day and a good week ahead of you. Stay Positive and never let anything stand in your way.

3/3/14

Alright alright alright. Lets get to know who I am

Hi, My name is Roger Pak. People call me Rogar, Rogay, ogre <---- yea that last one is retarted. Okay anywho I'm 20 years old sophomore in college at CSULB GO LOOOOONNGGGG BEACH. I'm 6 foot tall and I am korean. I LOVEEEEEE TOOO EAT. If you offer me food Ill be your best friend forever. I  like to meet new people but I tend to be really shy at first but once you get to know me I'm a really crazy guy. I'm a nice, kind hearted person but people tell me that I am a pushover since I'm too nice. I'm easy to get along with so just talk to me I love meeting new people.

What i like to do:

I like to play sports mainly tennis but I love playing other sports with my friends such as basketball, football, bowling. I just like to be active. I love to work out when I have free time so i can get my unhealthy body to become the perfect summer body with a si.x pack and everything.

What I love:

I love my family to death they are the ones who made me the person I am today with the help of friends. I would do anything just to make them happy and I am truly grateful for having the most nicest, caring, loving, and supporting family. That is all that is need to be said.

I love my friends there are those few who really impacted my life and I love them for those very reasons. Yea they may be rude, sometimes mean and hurt my feelings. But that's what friends do to one another. I have some crazy, weird, annoying, friends, but I love them either way and I would do anything for them.


I'd like to thank Angela Hsu who showed me this and now because of her I'm a start to blog the things that happen in my life. I finally have a place to vent out all of my unwanted feelings. I need this as I need a stress reliever in my life. College and work is no bueno.....  Be prepared for the many awkward, funny, crazy stories that are about to come. My life is filled with crazy, fun, exciting adventures and many more to come